Monday, December 1, 2008
Dear nursing school, can we work on this?
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Additional Comments linked with last post
http://www.nursinglink.com/careers/articles/6431-10-hottest-nursing-specialties-for-2009?page=1
My highlights from the list: flight nurse, critical care nurse, and legal nurse consultant.
Today I want to Be...
http://www.nursinglink.com/benefits/articles/4250-air-and-surface-transport-nursing-
but I it's neccesary to be an ER/ ICU nurse first.
Keep on keeping on!
Monday, November 17, 2008
The Holidays must be near!
Down Time
missing: the boy whose out of town flying around the world for a week.
Friday, November 14, 2008
11 days till a flight homeward bound for thanksgiving!!
yay for the semester almost being over!
Friday, October 31, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
the 3 D's
although I didn't go to sleep last night until around 2am, and still haven't officially caught up from my early morning at the hospital at 4 am on Wednesday, I still find myself waking up and forcefully rolling out of bed at 8:30 to start working and plugging away. I always seem to get more work done in the morning and that way I can take it a little easier the rest of the day when the "normal" people in my life are up.
:) have to say it's definitely growing me to become well disciplined -- diligence, dedication, disciple
ps. I am still jealous of my best friend/roomate still being asleep at 9:30 though, I often wonder if others were put in a situation similar to mine if they would be able to wake up and start pushing right away
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Encouraging Notes
*Heidi- She was my amazing TL at the Lead America conference. I learned soo much from her about myself, about medicine and healthcare, about life and about how to be a leader. She was soo nice to me, she cared about me when no one else did which really meant a lot to me. Whenever I was down she would check on me and wouldn't accept an "I'm fine for an answer. She would pester me until I spoke and discussed my problems. In the end it made me feel a lot better. After we talked I usually left our conversations feeling like I was on top of the world and nothing could bring me down. I left the conference with confidence in myself to be myself and with someone who cares about me. Not a bad deal. HEIDI Rocks.
:) stuff like that keeps me going
Friday, October 10, 2008
opened up the window wide, and turned my ceiling fan on high.
fresh air, cool breeze
:) all i need is a potted plant sitting on my desk, and it'd be great!
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
A new baby girl!
Isn't she sweet?
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Oh pooh bear,
Monday, September 22, 2008
The Hours Fly By
These simple things are so important and yet time gets lost for them. My simple things goals for this week:
1. to go grocery shopping
2. to go to a nursery this weekend and buy a plant
Friday, September 12, 2008
Thursday, September 11, 2008
Thursday, September 4, 2008
Cultural Awareness
- the chinese do not have a word that equates to the English word meaning saddness. Often times when the Chinese attempt to describe that they are sad they will complain of cardiovascular problems. For aren't when you're sad, your heart hurts? Doctors and nurses will then run all the cardio tests only to find out that nothing is wrong; instead, the Chinese person is simply grieving.
- Growing up I often heard my mom say, "put a sweater on. Drafts can make you sick." Little did a know that my own culture was coming into play here. According to my textbooks, "German's often beleive that drafts can be a cause of illness." And here all along, I simply thought that everyone beleived this to be true!
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Sunday Reflections
- Psalm 144:12
I like this verse, mainly because of how it describes what it means to be a woman of Christ... a pillar. A pillar is not just a thing of beauty to look at, but it has a specific and important purpose. A pillar stands tall and firm. It holds up structures. It is a crucial part of the building. It is a support system of strength, dignity, and honor. We're not just statues set to stand beautiful in the palace; instead, God calls his daughters to play an active, steady role in his Kingdom on earth. And in the work that we do, we become something "carved to adorn a palace." It is in our strength, perserverance, willingness to compassionately serve that we become beautiful. The image of a pillar is also something of delicacy and feminine. It is not a huge, large, block structure. More, something precious and artistically designed.
I want to be a pillar.
Friday, August 29, 2008
Celebrate Friday's!
It's fun having more "adultish tastes" and being able to actually start exploring/dreaming/planning what my first apartment or house will look like one day... in reality, it's only a small bit away!
Sending Happy Friday wishes to all!
Sunday, August 24, 2008
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Saturday Night Shin-Digs
Heidi: it's a big shin-dig, has lots of people, takes place outside.. obvioulsy a festival.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
Popsicle Licking Sundays
Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Imagine If-
Monday, August 11, 2008
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Love and Bliss
One of my new favorite summer tunes and artists. The type of song where I open up the windows, let my hair down, wear my summer dress, and dance around the kitchen. Let the breeze take my heart for a spin.
I think it would be a great song to play at a wedding one day.
Saturday, August 2, 2008
Special Thanks!
Modern Mama Diana
for creating it for me! Love the poka dots and the colors. Lately I'm into the palet of watermelon colors. It feels so fresh, juicy, refreshing, and summery!!
:) happy days. life is good.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Life Lessons Learned in a Little Classroom Setting
But, I'm also happy with my decision to end after the chicago conference and not to engage onto san francisco. It was a tough call to make. So many people in my life- that I look up to and truely value their wisdom- said I ought to push through. But in the end it came down to this... throughout the course of the ten days I spent a lot of time talking to my students about life values and helping them identify theirs. From these, I instructed, you can always make good sound decisions. When you are at a cross roads look back on your values, see which path follows most closely to what's important to you. I felt conflicted with the challenge of whether or not to do san francisco because it placed two of my core values against each other.... family and commitment. But it's here that I learned the important lesson, simply because commitment is one of my values doesn't mean I have to be commited to everything. I can have commitment as a part of my core and still leave Lead America early. Family/balance/having time to play are important to me; therefore, coming home and being on vacation for a week with no work obligations made sense. I wanted to enjoy my summer by just being home as well.
Making decisions and following my heart.
No regrets.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
Friday, July 11, 2008
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
Girl's Got Ingenuity!
Note to self, baking brownies with nothing more than brownie mix, an aluminum pan, a fork, eggs, and vegetable oil requires some creative thinking.
Problem 1- lack of mixing bowl. Solved, just put all the ingredients in the huge aluminum pan and mix there!
Problem 2- lack of mixing spoon. Solved, just use a fork (but be careful not to mix too much for fear of poking a hole in the aluminum foil pan).
Problem 3- lack of measuring cups for the water and oil. Solved, oh look! the nearby nalgine bottle measures out oz in four, go online and figure out how many ounces are in a cup (make sure to wash nalgine bottle out completely before drinking usages).
Problem 4- the dorm oven's door falls out completely on one side when you open it up. Solved, somewhat, balance the door on your knee and stick the brownies in really fast.
Not gonna lie, I'm feeling pretty domestic with a little ingenuity on the side!
Monday, July 7, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008
Fourth of July- Boston Edition
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Recent Updates
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Wow.
Things I've learned thus far:
- Don't judge an experience or make any decisions when you are tired and feeling overwhelmed.
- No evaluation until the first conference is finished.
- How to follow rules and uphold them even when you don't neccesarily agree with them or see the "why."
- Take things day by day. Step by step. It helps things to not seem overwhelming.
- Hold your tongue when you are exhausted, keep your energy in.
- How to decide when to be energetic and when it's okay to be quieter. Give yourself time to breathe.
- The importance of "me time"
- That growing and challenging yourself isn't easy.
- It's okay to re-evalutate decisions once they are always made, never feel like you're stuck in a situation. And sometimes, I truely think it's okay to choose the simpler path.
- Pick your battles wisely. Somethings aren't worth fighting for.
- Complaining doesn't do anyone any good. Be an example. If I don't complain, the students won't complain.
- How rewarding some one-on-one conversations with the students can be. How many kids in the world don't even have one person to take the time out of the day to listen to them and encourage them and generally just care for them.
In continuence with my "different mottos for different times in life" theme, I've come up with a new one. This season's theme: just keep plugging along.
We'll see where things go. Just taking it day by day.
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
"The purpose of life is to live it, to taste experiance to the utmost, to reach out eagerly and without fear for newer and richer experiance." -Eleanor Roosevelt
It's not always easy at times. This newer, richer, utmost experience part. But it's the journey that I'm on :)
- and as mom says, might as well go on the adventures now. While all my peers are growing/learning about life, I'll be ready to place roots. In an exact quotation, "well look at it this way, by the time your down with school you would have already had all these experiences and adventures you'll so ready to settle down."
My favorite thing to do in the middle of the day when I have some spare time just to think/pray, is to put myself in my place. I stop and think about where I am. and then about the town I'm in. and then about the state. and then about the country. and soon the world and then go to outer space. And when you take the time to do that you realize what a tiny little spot you are compared to everything else in the world. Too often it's easy to become focused on ourselves. We take everything and every person that comes across our life path and relate it directly back to how it effects us.
Instead we should put our focus outward. What can I do to better serve others. How can I make this person feel cared about? How can I be a better daughter, student, counselor, friend? When our focus is outward vs. inward we have a much better chance of making a good impact on the world.
Besides, it feels a lot better to go out of your way to make someone else's day special :)
Saturday, May 31, 2008
I'm an Auntie
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Random Bloggings
"It takes two people to make an akward situation akward. So as long as you don't feel akward, then everything is okay, and the situation can't be akward."
Other things:
countdown--
1. One week and a day till the summer adventures with Lead American begin. Flying off to DC on the morning of June 5th.
Favorite song lyrics--
a song that has been played on K-love for about the past 6 months came on the radio today while I was driving to work. It's by the Newsboys, Something Beautiful. For some reason I just love the lyrics. It's just the purity and innocence of the moments it captures, and then comparing that to God's love with us. It makes my heart skip a beat :)
It's a kiss without any shame.
Something beautiful.
It's a child on her wedding day.
It's the daddy that gives her away.
Something beautiful.
When we laugh so hard we cry.
It's the love between you and I.
Something beautiful.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Friday, May 23, 2008
A lot of the way our days turn out is based on our attitudes and intentions. Being optimistic with a positive attitude has the power to turn a day around. I guess that's why growing up my mom always said, "find one thing to be thankful for every day."
We have the power to control our emotions.
What is your daily intention?
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
My Stomping Grounds
Yes, there are things about Miami that I miss. The ocean, staying up late on Thursday nights to watch Gray's Anatomy with my best friend, a certain boy, and such... but they'll all be there when I get back :)
Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Lo Siento about the Hiatus
Recent note though:
-grades came in
PSY 350- A
PSY 250- A+
Microbiology- A-
TAL 101- A+
MIC 112- A
GPA- 9.931
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Today's Highlight
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
One of the lessons that I've learned this year is that we get to choose how we react to things and events. Yes, we may not have the power to control the event, but we have the power to control our own outcomes and (to some extent) our emotions. And so tonight I choose to be thankful.
- Thankful for having Tricia. Who'll always set aside the time to listen/encourage/ and love on me in the midst of anything in our days. Who knows my whole story. Who still tells me day after day I'm one of the most amazing friends she's ever had.
- Thankful for getting to go kayaking today. To laugh at how the boats almost flipped over, how our boat was constantly trying to head out into the ocean no matter how hard Scott and I tried to stay on course, that no one knew all of the words to the little mermaid songs, and that our round versions of row row row your boat never manged to end in the sam key they started in. Thankful for the huge smiles that were put on our faces when we all tried to rope two of the kayaks together and have the four of us row one very large raft. Needless to say, David nearly got knocked in the head a few times by my oar.
- Thankful for my sister. Who I can ask questions and bounce ideas off of.
The list could go on, but I think the gist is gotten. Tonight I choose to be thankful.
Friday, May 2, 2008
Up and At Em
But now -with only one more test left -I'm able to stay cuddled up in my bed and permanatly hit the off button on my ipod alarm clock. Nothing compares to softly waking up to the the birds tweeting outside, uncurling my body out from underneathe my massively large down comforter, opening up my eyes just a tiny little bit, and deciding whether I want to get up and stretch and welcome the day or go back into hiding for another 15 minutes.
I'll still get my morning quiet time with God. It will just be pushed back another hour or so ;)
and while we're talking about mornings, I'm thinking a trip to the grocery store to make banana pancakes one morning is definitely a neccesity!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Monday, April 28, 2008
Alice in Wonderland
But now I've realized that it's a secret gift. Since so many doors just appear before me, I better expect God to shut some. Just because a door/ opportunity lays at your feet, doesn't mean it's worth walking through. And so I'm thankful that I have a Father who shuts doors and guides me so directly. It's a joy! Plus, how much more exciting is it when you find a little door off in the distance that opens perfectly when you come to it. That's where I'm at now, happy with the doors that are opening and I'm walking through.
Tribute to Laur
Hey I have tried to call you a few times but your phone said that "this party cannot be reached at this time" what gives? I am busily typing away in the library but I may need a break sometime this evening and would love to be entertained by delightful stories from your weekend adventure. I hope you are doing great. Laur
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 8:38 PM:
where are you?
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:11 PM:
hmmm.... still not here. :'( <---------------sad lonely Lauren
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:13 PM:
okay, maybe not that sad... more....a. :
b. :0 surprized how easy it is to write this much!
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:14 PM:
c. :( un poco triste that I have not had a good chat with you in ages...
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:14 PM:
d. ;))boarder line slap happy
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:15 PM:
e. :/easliy distracted by these fun little faces that I never use in a regular conversation...
Lauren sent 4/27/2008 9:16 PM:
f. :(yawn)getting sleepy, I better get back to writing( another 4 pages should do it for tonight) so that I can get some chem done tonight (while it is still today) and get a bit o shut eye.
Friday, April 25, 2008
How to give a Knome Kiss
Lessons Learned from being a Nanny
1. Little boys think that every where in nature is a toilet-- be prepared.
2. How to laugh uncontrollably about nothing all afternoon.
3. Spinning in circles makes for one dizzy person, but one happy heart.
4. Many a hours can be entertained by giving a little kid a paint brush and a bucket of water and telling them to paint the drive way.
5. Ask questions about everything and anything. Never underestimate the use of the word why.
6. When you color (or live), you don't always have to stay within the lines.
7. High class Cooking skills: pb&j, macaronni and cheese, sandwiches, chicken nuggets, rice, soup, smoothies, and hot dogs.
8. Tickling seems to help a lot if you are feeling sad
9. There is wonder and mystery in making ice cream sundays from scratch and getting to use a lot of whip cream
10. If you're feeling tired, go for a walk
11. All of the words to the Dora the Explorer, Diego, and Thomas the Train engine theme songs
12. The sipee cups with the rubber nozzels are difficult to put in and hard to wash, go for the white plastic ones.
13. The importance of hugs.
14. That nothing is more peaceful than having a little girl fall asleep on your chest. And then laying there for the next 2.5 hours, with your arms uncomfortably falling asleep, not moving an inch because you don't want to wake her up.
15. Putting on the radio and dancing to music all afternoon is actually a lot of fun.
16. Why spider man band aids are really so much better than the tan ones.
17. Setting rules and boundries is important. I'd now say I know how to discipline.
18. Nap time, it's not just for the kids (who would have thought).
19. That anything in life can be a grand adventure, as long as you have the right attitude.
20. Imagination takes you a long way.
21. Love to read books. Over. and Over. and Over again.
22. How to put on dress up wings, tutoos, and hats. Have a tea party. and not feel a tad bit self concious.
23. Dr. Seus books are WAY to long to read before bedtime.
24. If you are going to make cookies with the kids, realize that by the time you are done everyone will be covered in flour.
25. Detangle conditioner is a wonderful thing. Nothing is harder than brushing the hair of a little one that is full of knots and narls.
26. Where the best hiding spots in a house are for hide and go seek.
27. That just because we call an object something doesn't mean that we are right. For three years when asked what color something was, Alexis would always respond "blue"
28. Simple pleasures in life make for the happiest moments.
29. Changing diapers and cleaning up throw up isn't really that bad.
30. Boys can make anything into a gun.
31. Always check inside the oven before you turn it on. I've had a good couple plastic tupper ware dishes melt.
32. How to have conversations with anyone and everyone. Never be afraid. Just start talking. and talking. and talking.
33. For the majority of people, seeing kids puts a smile on their face.
34. Bookstores and libraries make great day trips.
35. When you want to play in the snow, realize that it is going to take a good thirty minutes to get everyone bundled up. Bonus point, make sure they use the bathroom before you have them dressed from head to toe in snow paints, mittens, scarfs, and boots. Double bonus points, be prepared to be the only person lugging the sled up the hill.
and my favorite.....
36. How to give a knome kiss.
There is a simplicity to little kids that I find highly delightful. But it's time to move on. Trade these tennis shoes and days in Crystal Lake in for some buisness heels and adventures in Boston, DC, San Diego, and San Francisco.
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Funny thoughts on the day: (part two)
Kemy: Wow.
Tricia: Heidi, I love the fact that you always think your facebook status is so hilarious and fantastic... and no one else knows what it means.
Heidi: here, let me read it slower to you.
Tricia: Saying it slower is like yelling at a deaf person, it's not going to make any difference.
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Heidi: is the facebook invite for fuel up yet?
Tricia: I love in the time it takes for me to send out the invite and switch back to the main event page people have already responded. Clearly, no one has anything better to do than spend the evening on facebook.
Funny thoughts on the day: part one
yield means: could you say that in spanish? wait, I actually thought it was just a pretty triangle on the side of the road.
Thursday, April 17, 2008
Solidarity
solidarity: union or fellowship arising from common responsibilities and interests; sympathies among members of a group
It's like going on a missions trip to another country where they have a Domino's pizza. Solidarity means not eating at that Domino's because the people you are helping can't afford to eat there. Or not going to the mainstream beach in Hati because the people of Hati can't go to the beach.
or even something as simple as wearing your glasses instead of contacts because your best friend has an eye infection and has to wear her glasses for the next seven days.
hello marroon red glasses! solidarity sister :)
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
List of distracting things one can do in a day instead of studying microbiology:
1. Talk on the phone with Lauren
2. clean up bedroom
3. Talk in person with Tricia
4. Eat ice cream with Suzzette
5. Talk on the phone with emma
6. take a half an hour nap
7. talk on the phone with Beth
8. redecorate door
9. check out funny websites recommended by the sister: http://stuffwhitepeoplelike.wordpress.com/
10. bring out the tool box and fix Tricia's closet door
11. make more Crystal Light
12. write a blog entry
all i can say is thank goodness all the items on my to do list typically aren't "due" for a week.
tomorow's goal: less distractions
last minute addition (reposted about 2 hours later): change that 2 things off check list to 4. :)
Matthew 6:25-34
And why do you worry about clothes? See how the lilies of the field grow. They do no labor or spin. Yet I tell you that not even Solomon in all his splendor was dressed like one of these. If that is how God clothes the grass of the field, which is here today and tomorow is thrown into the fire, will he not much more clothe you, O you of little faith? So do not worry, saying 'What shall we eat' or 'What shall we drink' or 'What shall we wear?' For the pagans run after all these things, and your heavenly Father knows that you need them. But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.
Therefore do no worry about tomorow, for tomorow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of it's own.
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
C- Note
hope: for everyone who knows how powerful we are. That just by playing the strings of music in our own hearts, we can stir up the same melodies in the people around us.
sing life into the day.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Since it's too early to actually go out and buy them..
Friday, April 11, 2008
Have you smelled your library lately?
But as the doors opened a surprising thought crossed my mind. I breathed in deeply and it hit me... I love the smell of the library. No, not the dusty or moldy smell that people would normally associate with stacks of books. But the clean invigorating smell. The scent of the books is almost palpable.
Now, I wouldn't go as far as wanting to purchase a room fragerance "scent of library." People would come over and explain .. your house smells... nerdy. It's just a small little thing in the world that I happen to enjoy while getting work done.
Monday, April 7, 2008
Brainstorm Debate
Thesis: pick any controversial issue in education
Brainstormed List of Topics of Interest
1. No Child Left Behind *
2. Rising college Costs- costs of education
3. Educating “gifted” students *
4. Business role in education, corporation donations
5. Charter schools- school vouchers *
6. Bilingual education
7. Testing in schools- standardized tests *
8. Home school debate *
9. AP and IB programs
10. Grade inflation *
11. Increase in autism
12. Year round schools
* indicates the issues I'm leaning towards
Any thoughts?
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Something about being a Masonick Girl
Monday, March 31, 2008
That's How You Know
by far one of my new favorite movies... and songs. A new addition to the DVD's to be purchased list.
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Reflections on Feminism and Education
Last week's topic: feminism
Before last weeks discussions I would have never labled myself a feminist. I saw feminism as meaning a woman who tries to prove equality with typical male characteristics, denying the role of housewife and uptaking that of more male orientated postions, someone who is overly obsessed with her rights, and constantly evaluating whether she is being unjustly treated due to her gender. According to Patti Lather, feminism simply means acknowledging that gender plays a separating and organizing role within our society. More straight forward, gender -which is a socially constructed idea -effects and changes a persons life. I agree with these statments. Growing up as a girl has ingrained me with a number of natural God given characteristics. I'm still not quite sure though if, due to my aggrence with this fact, I would then openly consider myself a feminist.
Just interesting thoughts..... about what society is, how our ideas are constructed, and whether or not our perceptions and definitions are really true
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Celebrating Accomplishments
He asked if he ever told me before that I had the highest class grade point average in statistics. While crunching numbers a few weeks ago in his office, he noted that my performance in the class was the highest he has seen in all his entire 10 year teaching career here at the University and that he was blown away.
it's always nice to be validated and have your hard efforts acknowledged. For it's much easier for me to underscore my efforts than to really confirm that I am at the top of my class. Now, only if microbiology was the same as statistics ;)